"Happy probably isn't a word that I would use at the moment" I replied.
"Why ever not? I'm not going to do you bodily injury or anything" Paula said with that smile again.
"I don't know" I said "
"But you're here as a model, even as a long haired model it shows that you're curious, creative, open to new ideas? So let's just have a little fun." she replied.
"That's not what I'd call it at the moment."
"So you're having second thoughts?"
"I'd probably call it fear" I replied with a smile.
"Don't worry, you're in good hands" she said with a smile.
